the dignified and old

i wonder sometimes what my life would be like without this gem.  in fact lately, i've been thinking about what my life might be like after he's gone.  i seem to believe that it wouldn't overwhelm me because i've considered our time together on this planet quite adventurous and full of life.  chapters in our somewhat neverending story together have included brief settlements in detroit, toronto, portland, boston, back to detroit and now chicago.  i always feel the need to keep moving forward, onward to the next adventure.  but i know, like my own, his existence is not forever and dwarfed by comparison.  in the catastrophic event that we should meet our end of times together, i will become most overwhelmed.  so overwhelmed i may not be able to move forward in my day to day activities trying to cope with the loss of a such a great little guy.   not being able to stare into those little olive eyes and see right through to the center of his soul knowing that he's staring right back into the depths of my own.  on that day, i will surely become a broken bone.  so i've decided his skin will be arranged accordingly and his holy body shall be stuffed so i can enjoy the company of his corpse for the rest of my days on this cat forsaken planet.  i wonder if people ever seriously think about stuffing other people??  not that i am......just a thought.

..Sir Dignan the III, Warlock Eternal born from the charred grey ashes of a brown dwarf star...

..Sir Dignan the III, Warlock Eternal born from the charred grey ashes of a brown dwarf star...